Windows are my new bestfriends as of late.
I find myself sitting by the window and just staring into the open sky.
Staring , most of the time thinking of the many simple things of life.
Simple things that are often taken for granted.

Looking back at my secondary school life...
Looking at all those smiling faces of everyone i loved...
Remembering all those simple retarded moments we had...
We looked HAPPY , like the world , the future didnt matter to us.
We only cared about the joy of the moment.

"I remember when we were younger , we had nothing...
Strived for something"
(Times Like This - Bless The Fall)

I was listening to my "EMO PLAYLIST" the other day
And that line hit me as i was gazing into the night skies...
That's what motivated me to write this post...

Graduating from secondary school...
Coming to a tertiary institution...
Life just hasnt been the same...
The smiles are different...
The satisfaction of those smiles less...
The laughters come less often...

I guess it's true when they say that
ADULTS laugh an average of 14-15 times a day
As compared to a child or teenager...

As much as i enjoy my time with my new friends in poly...
Sometimes i feel as if something is still missing...
You people may or may not feel the same way but yeah this is me...

Reality just loves to give you a bitch slap
The future always comes into mind...be it near or distant
Where do we go after all of this ?
What do we do when we part ?
Will you guys still be there when i need you ?

Heh , im not afraid of admitting
That I cry everytime i think of those
And i feel like my heart's in my throat as i write this...

Gaaaaaah
I guess that's it for this post...
Till next time...

I DONT WANT TO GROW UP D8


"And i dont think you know what Ive been thinking"
-Roxaz