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Guess who's back ?

2010-11-23T04:44:00.009+08:00

Previous post was in May 2010. I'm reviving this blog, bringing life to it once again.

Man...I wished i had taken a look at my blog during those passing months.
Then i wouldn't have to go through the shit I had.

But after everything that people have told me, I finally got the push I needed.

This dizzy dreamer has remembered whom he used to be.

Ahaha I guess you could say it was also partially because of a hidden motive.

I guess i could reveal that hidden motive here later on in the post. hehe =3

Ok so well, I did mention that my past is of no concern in the previous post.

I've forgotten about that in the months leading to this since May.

I kept holding on to the past wishing it would remain the way it is, but who was I to kid.

Things have changed.

I'm sorry for having made my friends carry the burden with me.

I'm sorry for not remembering who I was.

Enough of that emo shit.

After that little talk I had with someone, here I am.

The Roxaz many of you have known =]

To be honest, I was smiling throughout the bus ride home.

Happy because I was finally able to move on. Thank you Gristal.

Haha, I guess we all need to talk to someone new once in awhile to remind us of ourselves.

"Let go of the old so that the new can come."

I think at this point of time, many of you know I've taken a liking of someone new.

HAHA...man took me a good 15 minutes to type that line down...oh boy... XD

sorry shiok sendiri moment there AHAHA

Anyways, yes I have, for quite some time now.

You all know who is it, i just dont know if she knows o.o

I suck at confessions and the timing for it -.-

but heys Give eveRy thIng Some Thought And Laugh.

with that I end this post.

Keep smiling people, everything will be alright in the end.

I'm here to listen to your woes and help make you smile.

Thank you everyone for being there for me.

Love you lots *insert heart here*

-Roxaz

Dear you...

2010-05-27T07:01:00.002+08:00

My name is Fazlee, otherwise known as Roxaz among my friends. What I did in the past is of no concerns anymore. No more secondary school stuffs. No more talks about my online relationships. To put it simple, i know no one would care and i dont care about it anymore myself. I dont mind if you were to ask me but to be honest, i'd be very brief about it.

Alot of things have changed. We've all matured and learned a few of life's hard lessons. I had to go through a few of those lessons alone. 1 year prior to me entering RP, i was re-taking my O-level maths, it gave me more than enough time to reflect on myself, think about the world, and corny as it sounds, think in a more philosophical way. That was in 2008. Come 2009, enter the world of awesome friends, i didnt have to go through those lessons alone,i had very good best friends to share things with. Thank you.

After being alone for quite some time, you learn to appreciate the beauty of life and the simplicity of this rather complex world we're living in. Paradox much but yeah. You see your fellow humans walking around, living their own lives and you cant help but ponder if they've thought about things the way you did. You also probably ponder how they're able to lead such simple lives, being happy. Cant help but be envious a little sometimes.

Not everyone can lead such a simple life. As much as i want to, it wont be that easy for me. You know, it's kind of funny for me. A game design student, who wants to create a world of fantasy for the people and myself, wanting to lead a simple life and throw away that exciting world. Im starting to lose my chain of thoughts here, so things might not start to make sense or link together. I guess that's something ive learnt to accept. Cant always get what you want.

Accepting. That's something im very good at. Accepting things the way they are and not questioning it. Contradictory to what i love to read about, psychology, where i have to probe the person's mind. Anyways, yeah, im a very understanding and rather open person. I can accept who you are, and willing to forgive what you did. Im able to take on almost any form of tasks just dont abuse that trust.

Few of the things that saddens me. People who dont believe in my capabilities despite me having shown it more than once over. What else need i do to prove worthy ? But oh wells, not as if i cannot live with it. Another thing is, constant comparison with others. I dont mind being compared to others because i know it's only human to compare the better with the good. But if you were to keep comparing the better and good, the latter being me, it starts to break my self confidence slowly. What do you still want me to do ? I can only be myself. Others have their own way of living, i have mine and i live it the way i choose so i dont see the need to constantly be compared. Even if you're not directly comparing, just the constant mention of them can break my confidence slowly. If it's once in awhile, im cool with it, i'll take it as a reminder for improvements of myself, just dont be reminding all the time.

Despite, taking so many different hard knocks and demoralizing moments, i stay loyal to my friends and even more loyal to my girlfriend. I may not be the best that any of you have ever had, but i try my best to keep you guys happy, to help you all out (despite all those "demoralizing" stuffs said as a come back) and most importantly keep you guys with me. To my friends, i know we've all not spent much time together ever since late last year, i just want you all to know i still love you guys. Even though things cant go back to the way they were, i want it to be better in the future, and dood we NEED to go out again soon, atleast for dinner (mushy much ahaha). To jasmine, despite all those insecurities you have, 7 words for you. I wont leave you, i love you.

This post was written due to the overwhelming thoughts ive been having in my head, there were plenty more things that i thought of but they were all gone by the time i started on this.

This post goes out to : Jasmine, Alex, Ani, Khair, Chris, Serene, Lulu, Cheng, Ethan, Leroy, Edwin, Hafiz, Kelly, Jeannie and all those whom we've gone through shit together. Love you all.

Sincerely,

Roxaz

About time it's revived =]

2009-12-06T21:48:00.002+08:00

OKAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY LIKE FINALLY OMG !!!

Dead for over 2 months...that's a very long time eh ?

but oh wells not like it can be helped...havent had one of those Epiphany moments i get every once in awhile...

i guess you can say ive realized much truth about the world..

bluegh ahaha before i bore the hell out of all of you...

ON TO AN UPDATE OF MY LIFE !!!

(Only reason im reviving my blog is coz of Jolin o.o/)

Pretty much a mundane life...not much going on ever since i quit HHIG.

Things are gonna pick up again now though...ClubG demands more stuffs now especially with important events coming up like STArt10 and FoP and Open House...sooo yeah

oh and RP's retarded...they only allow cashcard or NETs payment for library fines...and the fines are not in the dollars...we're atalking about 20 FUCKING CENTS worth of fine that they want us to pay through NETs...fucking retarded...like dude cant they tab the fines to the school fees or just accept cash payment...20cents by NETs...pathetic...

AND WHAT'S UP WITH GUYS FINDING ME ATTRACTIVE...LIKE GAAAAAYYYY !!!!

leave the emo kid alone man =[

quote from Joelle - "hot gay body"

...yeah...she says i have the body of a hot gay............

shuttup dont laugh......

sooo yeah...other than that...like i mentioned...no epiphany moments as of late...

everything's been rather cheerful and normal... =]

-Roxaz

Never Take Friendship Personal

2009-08-12T09:34:00.002+08:00

When friendship gets personal...

You tend to create criterias for friends...

You'd be looking for people that suit those criterias...

Only very selected few would be in that circle of friends

I've seen this happen more times than i can remember...

I dont blame them for doing so though , coz i am that way myself...

Take a look at my secondary school friends...

Ive been in the same class as some of them from Sec 1 through Sec 4

namely Sean , Jon , Meiyan , joyce , jolin , peck teng and forgive me if i forgot some of you

And then take a look at my new friends...my poly friends...

Ive told my poly friends more personal stuffs as compared to my sec school friends

and ive only known my poly friends for like a few months...

gaaaahhhh idk what im talking about anymore here...

When friendship gets personal , it tends to make you look like a jerk/bitch

Dumping old friends for new ones...

then rebounding back to your old ones when the new ones fail to meet your criteria

or something like that...meh

do i even make sense

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

and i come to question myself...

Is it better to have a small ring of close friends or a big ring of good friends...?

this ofcourse is subjective to everyone's preference...

Wait wah ?

2009-08-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

Ok dood , this is siiiiiiiiicccckkkkkkk

Yesterday , National Day , 09-08-09 , Sunday
Got wasted with the clique :3

First , we met at City Hall to go to Singapore Arts Museum to catch Cheng's performance there.
Have to say it was entertaining especially the part where the mic plopped out of the mic stand
ahahaha XD

So yeah , after that we headed on towards Alex's place to LEPAK !!!!!!!!!
Chris , Dhines , Ethan , Khair , Sam , Serene , Jeannie , Cheng and I.
We tonned the night at Alex's crib...was uberly epic

Played Dare or Dare...
WITH VODKA AND JUICE :3

Ok so , it was those 2 retards , Sam and Dhinesh who got utterly wasted beyond control...
Nesh was bullshitting the whole time
Sam was just drop dead , puking XD

Should have seen them both being uber wasted

As for me...well i did get wasted , not that bad
I can hold my liquor (i know i said that i dont have alchohol control in one of my earlier post , that's a lie)

Funny thing was , i cant remember anything else other than that...
I even forgot that it was today that we went home not yesterday...
My memory's all screwed up...
Im not even sure if this post made any sense @_@

gah
ahaha

anyways till next time
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

A Silhouette By The Window

2009-08-05T04:23:00.000+08:00

Windows are my new bestfriends as of late.
I find myself sitting by the window and just staring into the open sky.
Staring , most of the time thinking of the many simple things of life.
Simple things that are often taken for granted.

Looking back at my secondary school life...
Looking at all those smiling faces of everyone i loved...
Remembering all those simple retarded moments we had...
We looked HAPPY , like the world , the future didnt matter to us.
We only cared about the joy of the moment.

"I remember when we were younger , we had nothing...
Strived for something"
(Times Like This - Bless The Fall)

I was listening to my "EMO PLAYLIST" the other day
And that line hit me as i was gazing into the night skies...
That's what motivated me to write this post...

Graduating from secondary school...
Coming to a tertiary institution...
Life just hasnt been the same...
The smiles are different...
The satisfaction of those smiles less...
The laughters come less often...

I guess it's true when they say that
ADULTS laugh an average of 14-15 times a day
As compared to a child or teenager...

As much as i enjoy my time with my new friends in poly...
Sometimes i feel as if something is still missing...
You people may or may not feel the same way but yeah this is me...

Reality just loves to give you a bitch slap
The future always comes into mind...be it near or distant
Where do we go after all of this ?
What do we do when we part ?
Will you guys still be there when i need you ?

Heh , im not afraid of admitting
That I cry everytime i think of those
And i feel like my heart's in my throat as i write this...

Gaaaaaah
I guess that's it for this post...
Till next time...

I DONT WANT TO GROW UP D8

"And i dont think you know what Ive been thinking"
-Roxaz

Getting things out of my head...

2009-07-27T23:55:00.001+08:00

Days gone by and many more to come.
He sits quietly by the window gazing at the falling rain.
Falling , like the tears he cried.

Sitting alone he waits.
Waiting for what we know not,
lest he tells us.

The words , his voice.
All full of wisdom,
all so distant.

Speaking from experience,
he advices his friends.
Do they listen ?

Close to the edge he stands,
looking down.
Will he jump ?

Alas he closes his eyes.
Takes the plunge.
Of eternal slumber.

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A song for you perhaps ?

2009-07-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

State a song that made a major impact/change in your life.How has this impact/change affected your life now ?
-by faci Christopher

"Let's just stop , drop everything , forget each other's names and just walk away"

Now is 2009 , 2 years ago , in 2007 right about mid-year , my friend Sean introduced to me to the band Chiodos.
Im sure some of you have heard of them.

Skipping all unnecessary talks , the song that hit me most and made me cry was "Baby , you wouldn't last a minute on the creek"

There's something about the song's music video and lyrics that gets to me every time.
Talking about walking away from someone and forgetting about them pretending shit ever happened between the 2 of you.
The sadness.Forcing yourself to move on.
The video itself...gah i cant seem to find the right words to write this “RJ”

Maybe coz i have something about friends breaking up , relationship breaking up. I hate to see such stuffs happen you know.So yeah that song just struck me and still strikes me every time i listen to it.2 years gosh that’s a pretty long time for a song to have an impact on you.

Not forgetting to mention the concept of the music video gave me inspiration form y “O” level art paper 1.The fucked up-ness of a rat and a bird that fell in and out of relationship.That concept gave me what i needed for the title “DAMAGED”.

This may not have seem as much thought put into but yeah , i tried. =\

MY EPIC RJ FO TODAY

2009-07-16T17:57:00.001+08:00

Dear Class W14J Enterprise Facilitator , Mr.Don Tsai

Im going to be very honest in this Reflection Journal.
I really am.

But first before i begin...do you like cookies ?
If you do , i'd like to know what kind of cookies do you like ? Because im a cookie freak and i love them so very much.

And did you know that i started a Free Hug Campaign during the Year One Freshman Orientation Camp ? It was epic.I recieved more than 100 hugs.

Ok so , to answer today's reflection journal.

Yes i agree that some of the modules we're doing this semester may not directly seem relevant to our diploma.
Infact most of them are not relevant to mine at all.

I am in Diploma Of Game Design.
Modules im taking : Cognitive , Enterprise , Maths , Science and Programming.

Cognitive : I have no freaking clue how this module is going to help me with my Game Design.Ok maybe a little bit of psychology and philosophy would help me generate epic scripts for my game designing , but other than that i dont see how it's going to help.

Enterprise : No idea how it's going to help me with my diploma.

Science : Apart from physics , i dont see how the rest would help either...

Maths : I do need a little maths in my programming of the games...

Programming : This i would say , is the most relevant module for this semester and probably the core of it.
I'd need to understand programming in order to create a game.

Ok so out of the 5 modules for this semester , only 1 would help me fully , and 2 would help me in more ways than none.

How would they relate to my carreer ?

I guess i could put everything i've learnt into action.Putting the pedal to the metal.
Enterprise skills would help me bond with my colleagues.
Cognitive would help me understand the way people thinks and the rationale behind certain things.

SO i'd like to end my Reflection Journal now.

AND i'd like to know what kind of cookies you like or if you like them at all.You could include them in the comments for my grade.

I fell asleep writing this letter in red ink for you

2009-07-15T23:23:00.002+08:00

Alright so...here i am again with another blogpost

This time it's out of randomness , just wanted to see how long i'd last before i feel like sleeping...

And so what's been going through my mind right now ?
Well many stuffs , let me begin with the title of this post.

I fell asleep writing this letter in red ink for you...

Sounds rather sad and depressing , but there's a hidden meaning behind it...
It means "I died writing this letter in blood for you"
Emo-much ?

Pretty much yeah...like i said , im sort of backtracking my life to the point where everything was happy for me , so i have to go through this emo phase i guess o_o idk
Help me sort myself out if you can , i'd appreciate it.

Let me begin on relationship whilst the topic is pretty much related to the previous one.

This is based on my own point of view and if i were to be making any points that contradict each other , it's because im looking at things from different sides.So bear with me aight ?

Relationship.People get in and out of them.Same shit different people different day.
Some learn how to deal with em , some cling on to their loved ones , some just walk off once it's over and others just cant be bothered.

Me , sad to say im the type who clings but will slowly learn to let go once it's over.

I still cant believe myself for ever getting quite a few online girlfriends.
Long distance relationship...LDR
LDR requires tonnes of patience my friends...it really does...
I get shit from my real friends saying "What if they're cheating on you ?" or "What if she already has a real bf ?"
Those shitz will come alright , but you learn to deal with them and give whoever you're dating online the benefit of the doubt because you really cant control them or what they do seeing as it's LDR.
Even if they were to be doing those stuffs behind your back , what can you do ? Nothing

So yeah , it requires lots of patience and commitment if both parties are serious about hooking up.

I'll admit that i was serious with this particular girl...
We had this sort of open relationship but not that open (if you get what i mean o_o)
I cried over her , yes im not ashamed of admitting i cried about a girl ive never met
She was always there for me aight , no matter how hurtful my words were , she'll be there.
She'd return to me even after we broke up a few times.
I started to really see her true love , as what i'd call it
She'd just stay with me , chat with me ,make each other laugh and even was serious about hooking up and getting married.

Loving me for who i was

I loved her for this , for this care and love she showed me , this warm fuzzy feeling she gave me even though we were a thousand miles apart.
Call it whatever you want , but yeah i was serious about going to Hawaii to meet her (anyone can guess who she is yet ?)

So yeah , in the end...gah i wont talk about the end for now...talk to me personally if you want to know aight ?

As i was saying , as of that incident , i dont think i'll ever find someone like her ever again.Im still looking for a girl who would do something similar to her and i'd return her the love right back.

And i hate it when people just toy around with relationships.Getting in and out of countless relationships.Flirting about too much or cheating on someone.

Im not saying i hate flirting , idc if you flirt coz i know i do or should i say used to.But i wont take it if you just went around messing with the opposite gender's mind making them like you , then bitch about the person liking you , then just walk off like that once you're done flirting or anything that's similar to that.
i just wont take it.

Well i guess im all about committment as well eh ?
Cant be helped after what happened in my past.

With that i'll leave you guys to ponder about what kind of a person i am in a relationship...

Oh and by the way...the girl i was talking about...
her name is...

Kendralyn L Coco...my first and last online girlfriend

(last meaning ive had other girls after breakign up with her , but we got back in the end and broke up again , and i never online dated again)

Roxaz out~

"I'll wait for the right time"
-Roxaz

Just been thinking through...

2009-07-14T21:51:00.002+08:00

Ever had those moments where you witness or experienced something that triggers an unwanted memory in you ?

Im pretty sure most of us have and would never like to experience it ever again...

Well to me... it just means that you've been running away from that memory not wanting to do anything about it but forget it...

It recently occured to me the other day...made me emo...well depressed...emo's too strong a word o_o i guess...

It made me realize about all the things ive been running away from because i dont want to face them or cant be bothered to solve.I guess it's partially due to this reason that i cant explain how im feeling sometimes.Because i cant be bothered to tell you people , i dont want to burden you people with my problems , afraid that you people wont be able to help me or look at me differently.

But that all have changed now , Im starting to ask for help , being more open to stuffs i would have not been open to previously.And it's all thanks to you people , people whom i call my friends.

AoCheng , Alex , Chris , Ani , Khair , Steve , Sam , Dhinesh , Serene ,Lulu and to all those ive not mentioned , you guys arent forgotten.

I'd like to say thank you to all of you for being my friends =]
Lets stay through till the end aight ?

Roxaz out

Licking your blood off my dagger
-Roxaz

Pretty girl...where are you...?

2009-07-12T11:13:00.001+08:00

=\ heys again people...

Aight so...Cosfest VIII started on Saturday 11 July which was yesterday
I don’t know why but i was feeling rather lost the whole time...
My sense of balance was not there either..

And for the entire time...i was searching for this particular girl whom i saw at the event...
I have to say she is like the 3rd girl to have made me fall in love with just by one look
~sigh~ sadly i wasn’t able to find her so im trying my luck again today...

PLEASE BE THERE PRETTY GIRL !!! =[

Lepak IG “meeting” again...ugh cant talk about it but it was hella fun though...
Whatever happened at Esplanade stays there...
Sorry to be a killjoy

Gah another one of my emo moments...
But oh wells...moving on...

"Maybe i should stop running away..."
-Roxaz

Sweet Nightmarez...

2009-07-08T08:36:00.003+08:00

OK so i woke up the other morning , 7th july 2009 at around 4am...

Reason...no not insomnia...but coz of a nightmare...(a lil childish but yeah o_o)
Since it's Friday now...2 days after my nightmare...i may not remember much of the details despite it being a rather vivid dream...

So i'll summarise what i want and can remember...

In my nightmare...we were all killed...all meaning my Clique
It was gruesome aight the way most of you died...

Let me just list out the ways each of you died...
Starting with...

Faan : Trying to photograph the clawed beast , stabbed through the back and disembowled , body consumed

Alex : limbs ripped before being torn in half

Chris : died in the toilet , claw up the anus (sorry dude ~.~'')

Sam : torn clean down the middle

Khair : head smashed against the wall

Ani : swallowed whole by monster

Serene : Died in lift after cable snapped

Lulu : bell too noisy , attracted a horde , dismembered and disemboweled

Me : Pathetically died trying to jump on one of the monsters , jumped off roof with a sword (yes it magically appeared) only to get impaled by one of the spikes on the monster

so yeah that's practically it...cant really remember the other shitz

roxaz out...

Return of the Rox Factor

2009-07-06T20:13:00.002+08:00

Ok so i have been away from blogging for a very long fucking time
And i am partially sorry about that...because...i was partially lazy and partially busy...

O_O

ANYWAYS...

Recent events that happened in my life ,

-Hip Hop IG
-Club G
-Video Games Live, VGL
-Lost of handphone
-First jamming session with clique
-Kissed a guy, ON THE CHEEKS

Ok so let me slowly and briefly describe each event...

I got into both Hip Hop IG and CLub G =]
CONGRATZ to me on that >=D

VGL has got to be the funnest shit that happened to me right now.
Was deeply awed and mesmerized by their performances
And was blown away by Chrono Cross and Chrono Trigger's orchestral play
Totally did not expect it , was nearly brough to tears T~T

Lost of handphone...sigh...4th time...this time on a bus to bugis...
Bloody uncle wont stop the bus for me despite me chasing it down 2 bus stops
Faggot uncle

First jamming session...O_O
It was awesome alright , a rather impromtu shit...
Khair , Faan , Chris , Cheng , Ani and I skipped school just to jam
It was epic can ?...video up on Facebook so visit my profile aight

Kissed Chris(aka Vincent) on his cheek...it was a dare or dare thing
Should have seen the look on his face...
PRICELESS !!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDD

Anyways...now im just awaiting my salary from suntec and for my hair togrow longer so as to be able to cut it to the way i want it to be =]

SO yeah that's basically an update on my life...

Im starting to want to turn this blog into a blog about random shit

~shrugs~ Oh wells we'll see how it goes

Roxaz Out

Damn tired..

2009-06-16T22:45:00.002+08:00

As for this whole week...im just going to say and summarise everything in one sentence....

I am/will be damn tired due to events happening....

so i guess you guys can just click on that X up there and wait till next week for another post...coz i really cant be bothered to continue this week's post...

sorry =[

roxaz out...

How was i to know ?

- Roxaz

Hip Hop IG camp and laughter

2009-06-08T22:09:00.002+08:00

Ok so the past 2 days , 6 and 7 of june, i had Hip Hop IG camp...
was hella fun alright...not to mention tiring

Met up with ani at the usual place...oh and isya and raizal was there to...breakfast at LJS

then blahblah blah...went to agora hall
split up into our groups...
ice breaking games...
more retardations....

DANCE CLASS...both Hip Hop and Bboy class....ugh

Break class first...had to do those squat routines...worked up the thigh muscles man
still aching now...
Then hip hop class...bounce and up bounce...dont see much diff though
bluegh...gonna be lookingforward to more of those classes...

then we had to come up with our own choreography...
was epic fun alright...
will post a vid of our routine soon...

blahblahblah....day 2...physical training was not so demanding...

blahblahblah...more free time for us to practice our routine

then blahblahblah our DANCE EXAM...
i have to say it was fun watching the rest of the other group's routine..

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(convo with ani at the back of the dance studio while waiting for best group award)

Me : I feel so isolated =[

Ani : Me too , as if rejected

Me : Sad lar , even in Reject Poly we get rejected =[

Ani : Exactly =[

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so end of HHIG camp...dead beat i tell you...damn tired...

then came today...

spent the most of today napping and watching Bleach

bluegh...no life right ?

anyways...

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Lulu : then ACTN CUTE AG
ACT CUTE AGAIN*

Me : eh what act cute D:

Lulu : yes
u are
now
HAHHAHAHA

Me : im not D:

Lulu : yes u are

Me : im alrady cute D:

Lulu : *bites harder*

Me : i dont have to act
and owwww D:

Lulu : thats MY line

Me : imma use it

Lulu : *bites even harded*
harder*

Me : ...no cokie
cooookie*
cookie*

Lulu : no cookie no cookie lor
i not scarEd

Me : you should be
._.

Lulu : no i wnt
i can go find other ppl
then ignore u

Me : D:
/emo
/slitwrist

~LULU~ "I got the key, I see the door. But, I chose not to open it." ~~(( m O x O)) m just sent you a nudge.

You have just sent a nudge.

Lulu : BITE YOU THEN U NOE

Me : D:
no bite D:
later got more rings

Lulu : good wad
marriage next tym dun need waste money
free one

Me : XD
wth XD
ahahaha

(a hell lot of laughing on webcam between the both of us)

Lulu : i cnt stop laughing sia

Me : hen if my wife ask how ?
then*
she jealous later

Lulu : say u got a good blacksmith
save money

Me : XD

Lulu : then ask her

Me : ahahah

Lulu : if she wan'she can look for me

Me : XD
ahahaha
nine
nice*

Lulu : i'll bite her finger OFF

Me : O.O

Lulu : eh, good hor, PERMENANT RING
HAHAHAHAH

Me : XD

Lulu : u can divorce she cnt

Me : owwww stomahc pain XD

Lulu : HAHAHA
my cam lag sia
but funny rote!?!?
blog tt up dude

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oh and dudes and dudettes....

go to this website...quite a nice game to play =]

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/nanaca

enjoy =]

roxaz out

SENTOSA...

2009-06-04T11:58:00.002+08:00

Ok so yesterday , wednesday 3rd june...the STA clique went to sentosa...

ugh i dont feel like talking much in this post...

Ok so...Ani , Serene , Lulu , Khair , Sam , Faan and I had fun at Sentosa...
blahblahblah...typical beach stuffs done...

Sam got sunburnt...blahblahblah...
Photos taken...blahblahblah...

Night time...confessions...blahblahblah...
Went home feeling scared after a so called incident happened...

So yeah that was it...

sorry if this post was boring...just dont feel like talking that's all...

"De mis amigos me recuerdas? ( Will my friends remember me? )"
-Roxaz

Numb ass , molested , bitten...

2009-06-02T21:54:00.004+08:00

Today...seriously...T~T i wanna cry ok about today T~T

ok i lied , i dont feel like crying...but i do however want to whine alot...

Day started out normally...
woke up , showered , breakfast , and went out...

Now here's where my adventure began...

Took 359 to pasir ris interchange...15 minute ride...
from there took bus 15 to Temasek Poly...30 minutes ride...

Crossed over , took bus 69 to bedok interchange...30 minutes ride...
from bedok interchange...bus 30 towards west coast area...1 hour 30 minutes...approx

met lulu near her block...waited for approx 10 min
then went to toa payoh...taking bus 143...approx 1hour 30 min...

walked around toa payoh hub...approx 30 minutes...

took 143 BACK to west coast area...another 1hour 30min approx...

along the way back to west coast...
...
...
...
...
I WAS MOLESTED BY LULU D:

ladidadida

not to mention she bit me and clawed me...
~sigh~ everytime im around her , i'd go home with atleast one new bite mark...

ok so then we reached her area...dropped off...and said bye bye...

then i took 143 BACK AGAIN towards harbour front area...45 minutes...

from harbour front...took 65 to tampinese...approx 2 hours...

was fucking boring can ?

my ass was numb the whole way for god's sake...sadded T.T

reached tampinese..took 81 home...another 20 minutes...

Total time spent on bus and mindless walking : 9 hours 25 minutes...

after today...ive seen new places...got molested...gained new scars...a numb ass...and got sick of buses...ugh

and tomorrow im takign the same route again to harbour front T.T
someone save me or atleast accompany me to harbour front T~T

ugh....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(a random convo with a girl next to me in bus 65)

Me : Hi , my name's Roxaz and my ass is numb...

Girl : O.o oook and you're telling me this because ?

Me : Im bored and have been taking buses for the past 6 hours...
Me : Sorry to have disturbed you ~puts earphones back into ears~

Girl : o.o ok then
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

(convo with my molestor)
Lulu : ok
good girl
i mean
good boy
LOL

Me : ...
girl...
...
...

Lulu : seriously.. i was thnking of serene when i tyoed tt
SO SRY

Me : ...
/emo

Lulu : HAHAHA
blog tt!

Me : damn right i'll blog about today
after i was molested
and bitten
and went home with a numb ass
and spent approx 9 hours in buses

Lulu : LOL!
and how i calle du a girl
called*

Me : ...
NYAAAA ATTACK
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~sigh~ T~T

kena bullied badly today T~T

anyways XD lolz
alright till next time then...

Adios

Because she asked me to o.o

2009-05-31T12:41:00.002+08:00

Ok so im writing this post because lulu asked me to XD
quite funny actually...we were webcamming then this convo happened XD
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Lulu: ON THE FREAKING LIGHTS LA
Me : it's on D:
Lulu : o.o
Lulu : still so dark!!!
Lulu : yeaaa
Lulu : good boy
Me : ._.
Me : im not good
Me : im excellent
Me : as stated in my report book
Lulu : WTH
Me : =D
Lulu : LOL

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(was webcamming with lulu)

Lulu : show me ur finger.. the one that bled..
Lulu : LOL!
Lulu : i love it
Lulu : i shld bite more
Me : =[
Me : atleast bite the other 2 not so important fingers =[
Lulu : u put sad face but still smiling
Me : not my middle finger and pointing finger =[
Me : XD
Lulu : HAHAH
Lulu : i dun care
Lulu : i see whch finger i grab first
Me : D:
Me : i make sure i hold my hand liek this next time
Lulu : like wad?
Lulu : LOL!
Lulu : alien
Me : so you grab those 2 first
Me : >.>
Lulu : -,-
Lulu : ok
Lulu : i bite ur ARM
Me : i dont mind
Me : just as long as it's not the tricep or bicep
Lulu : u sure....
Lulu : heh
Lulu : I DUN CARE

she likes to bite....very kinky...X3

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Me : STOP BEING LAZY LIKE ME
Lulu : i share with u here la
Me : lolz alright
Lulu : at least not THAT lazy
Lulu : LIKE U
Lulu : KFC condoms: its finger-licking good
Me : LOLOLOL
Me : finger licking good....
Me : mmmmmmm
Lulu : Star Treck condoms: To boldly go where no man has gone before.
Me : XD
Lulu : Energizer condoms: It keeps going and going and going and going....
Me : AHAHAH XD
Me : nice

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Lulu : women thinks that men are like toilet
Lulu : u noe why ?
Me : o.o idk
Lulu : its because they are Either they are taken or they are full of shit!!!!
Me : O.O
Me : XD ahahaha

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Me : my dad asked me to turn off lights
Me : he damn pissed today for no reason
Lulu : TELL HIM.. ITS BAD FOR MY EYE SIGHT
Me : LOL
Me : i should use that one day XD
Lulu : he will jus say.. its late.. switch ur lappy off
Me : then i'lll just say
Me : i got project to do
Me : then i turn on turtle world
Lulu : LOL
Lulu : pro at that sia u
Lulu : y u switch it on again?
Lulu : so you can see me
Me : dont want see me nvm
Lulu : I WAN!

XD

Bite Marks

2009-05-30T16:34:00.004+08:00

Alright time for this week's update of my life (do i really have a life to start with ?)

YAY...for the 2nd time in a row , i forgot to submit my RJs for Enterprise Skills and Programming... \o.o/ whoop dee doo

I got me a twin as well XD
Serene...i mean Kin ish mah female twin =D

blah blah blah...gah i cant really remember what happened this week

Bite marks...yes let me explain that...it all started out with a poke...
yesh a gentle poke...to the side...
and SHE , im NOT going to name the girl who carries BELLS everywhere , had to bite me for poking her
its not fair =[
im going home with atleast one enw bite mark everyday =[

such a violent ex-gf...poor finger of mine...hurts typing this blog now
YOUR FAULT DARN IT

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(random convo going on between bell girl and me)

Me : Damn it , L4D wont load , keeps closing on me

Bell Girl : LOL , it's a sign
: 'Dont kill your own kind'

Me : what D:
im killing the dead
so technically they're not my kind anymore

Bell Girl : HAHAHAHA
no
im saying tt u ARE them *snicker snicker*

Me : ...
I BITE YOU !!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Me :
i showering lar dey
and i was laughing in the shower for no reason XD

Bell Girl :
OMG!
u suffered from the pain and now u are laughing
SADDIST

Me :
no no not the pain
i was just laughign in the mirror
havent even turn on the shower

Me :
i think it's the after effects of being poked too much

Bell Girl :
O.O
i shall stay away from u

Me :
why o.o =[

Bell Girl :
cos u laugh to urself and thts scary

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ok blah blah...
Next Week for 2 weeks would be our vacation...
not much planned out for my break...
Hip Hop camp next week , Club G Camp the week after next , work after Club G camp
whoop dee doo

Oh and we're planning to play RP catching during one of the break days..
cant wait for that =D

so anyways nothing much to say anymore...
tomorrow going out again i think

so we'll see if it's gonna be interesting

so takecare byes...

The most expensive and valuble things I've ever had ?
Well i would have to say my friends... =]
-Roxaz

Guys Day out

2009-05-26T17:39:00.003+08:00

ok this post is 2 days late...

so lets cut to the chase...

Me , Chris , Khair and Alex wenton a so called RP GLOWING REJECTS "outing"
well it was more like to waste our time since it was a sunday and we wouldnt have anything to do anyways....

Went to look at some guitars , khair bought drumsticks...blah blah blah

THEN CAME FUN...

Went to the library in bugis....
no not the basement...
yesh that's right the higher floors...where fun began...MUAHAHAHAHAHA

ok so we found ourselves walking around for a table to seat but all had no power plugs...
so nvm that...we found ourselves on the 12th floor of the library

so blah blah blah we did our own respective stuffs for awhile then FUN BABY FUN

ok you see right...the escalators in the NLB are set to power savers and they are activated by pressure pads , meaning they start moving once a certain amount of force is applied at the "landing" area of the escalator

SOOOOOOOOOOOOO....the 4 of us tried to walk down the escalator without activating it.
ofcourse i was able to...just look at my size and weight...im like 51kg or approximately 116lbs...it was a breeze for me

Alex on the other hand XD ahahahaha
he activated the escalator with just half of his foot XD
poor guy XD

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

so how did a guy eating a burger ended up with a fork and knife on his plate ?

EASY...just take a look at the size of the burger =D

DUDE IT WAS HUGE !!!!
BIGGER than Mega Mac...and i could barely take a bite out of Mega Mac can ?
It's said there on the little flag thingy on the burger "WORLD'S TALLEST BIGGER"
so yeah
It was damn nice can ? like seriously ohmehgawdwatzefuxbbqsauce nice
i started out by eating the burger on its side but then resorted to using fork and knife because it was simply too big and the ingredients were spilling out

Khair had lagsane
Chris had a burger as well
Alex had Premium Fish and Chips

comparison between my burger and chris's

Last but not least our table number

and the place we ate at =D

Just some random thoughts i need to get out of my mind

2009-05-23T19:47:00.002+08:00

Okay then...been spending most of my saturday napping and gaming
and during thosem oments in which i was not doing any of those 2 , i was thinking

I was staring at this sports band i had from Giordano and it had their famous quote

'A World Without Strangers'

and it got me thinking...

A world without strangers...that would be rather interesting yet boring as well.
I mean you practically know everyone in the world and everyone knows you , you're a stranger to nobody.

But that would also be very boring and that's what made me think of a reason why.

The reason why life is so interesting is because , we dont know everything about it.
We live through each day discovering new things about something or someone.
Relationship becomes colorful as you get to know the person more.

A world without strangers , falling in love would be hard.Love at first sight , and falling in love and all those stuffs...the reason it happens is because we dont know much of our partner or partner to be.We want to know them better and get closer to them and then be with them because we dont know them.

So yeah , i'll keep this post short sorry , A World without strangers...would be both interesting and a boring one to me.

Sorry if this post didnt seem to make much sense to you , im writing this hours after i got my thinknig done.

=]

so yeah take care byez =]

Not as eventful

2009-05-23T09:48:00.003+08:00

Alright so this week...was not as eventful as the previous weeks.

Everyone had their own respective IGs and meetings to go to.

Lulu had Jap Club IG.
Ani and I had HipHop IG briefing.
Then Ani and Khair had rock climbing.
Chris , Alex and Cheng had Replug 2nd audition.

So yeah , most of us were only free after like 6pm++

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Funny Moment of the Week~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(about to cross the traffic light outside school on Thursday)

Sam : Eh roxaz knock it down in the middle of the road

Me : Steady

(crossing road now and gets into push up position in the middle of the road and starts doing push up)

Everyone : I DONT KNOW THIS CRAZY BOY !!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ok so yeah i was being crazy by doing push up in the middle of the road.
Big deal , ive played catching in traffic before.

Lolz jk jk , ive never done that before.

So yeah nothing much happening this week.
Well nothing TOO BIG...if those of you knew what happened , would know.

Bluegh , alright i'll end it here.
Dont know what to talk about...

Byez~~~

"We say what we feel then we stop ourselves
And just walk away...
Never looking back
Loving every second of this
We just walk away....

Like we never knew each other at all"

- Chiodos , Baby you wont last a minute on the creek

One heck of an eventful week

2009-05-17T19:56:00.005+08:00

Okay...sorry for the delay in post...I know this was supposed to be up on friday but i had to delay it coz 1. My lappy was down , 2. There was gonna be another event the next day

So yeah here it is

~~~~~~~~FUNNY MOMENT OF THE WEEK~~~~~~~~~

(Onboard 168 on the way to school , i was just waking up from a nap)

Me : ~rubbing eyes turning to my right~ Lulu ?
Me : ~getting closer to the girl to my right , about to kiss her cheek~
: OH SHIT !!!!! O_O ~quickly backs away~

Girl : O_O uhhhh ~face turning red and giggling~

Me : IM SO SORRY I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY GIRLFRIEND !!! >.< : ~feeling real embarrassed and awkward~ (everyone around was silently giggling) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Damn it , cant imagine if i had really kissed that girl's cheek >.<>.<'

ANYWAYS moving on..

then came saturday...THE BBQ
DUN DUN DUN...ok lame XD

so ok yeah... in my opinion it was a badly planned BBQ turned out great =D

Morning~
Me , chris and faan met up to buy our share of the needed food and drinks
so we wandered around NTUC fairprice at tampinese and blah blah
After serious consideration and numerous calls to alex and after paying..
we went over budget by like 10 bucks or
so Faan was complaining about why we didnt order the food online because the budget would be just nice if we did

But oh well what's done is done

So we made way to ECP afterwards (time was around 1pm)
We took a cab there , chris paying again ,darn it
Expected the fare to be like 14 bucks but it was only 8.80
cheap man o.o

so yah we reached the pit , Area g Carpark F3 , at around 1.30
slack slack slack
WAS DAMN BORING CAN ??
i ended up collecting shells to create something for lulu and here it is nice right ?? =P :3

so yeah we waited and waited and waited till like god knows what time
alex and gang called saying they arrived but are very far away
so i decided to venture out ALONE to meet them along the way

walking walking walking

saw sam and serene on bikes carrying stuffs so decided to help them and wait for the rest... wait wait wait
then along came Lulu and nigel
so decided to walk all the way back to the pit with them

(cant really remember what happened between then and the truth and dare game)
Ate only 1 plate of noodle and rice mixed and 2 sausages =\

TRUTH OR DARE

ok i may not remember what happened and maybe because im not supposed to remember what happened coz whatever happened there stays there
BUT HELL YEAH IT WAS AWESOME

I had to strip down to my shorts infront of everyone \o.o/
SEXY RIGHT ??? >;D

lolz but yeah hell awesome , may not sound awesome through this blog post but yeah it was awesome

why am i repeating the word awesome alot of times ?
BECAUSE ITS AWESOME DUDE !!!!!!

then yeah me , lulu , serene , angela , khair , nigel , nurul and idk who else sat on the breakwaters that was close to us...
Was a peaceful moment for me to be by the seaside , listening to the waves , sitting beside my girlfriend and friends

sad iit had to come to an end.

and Dhinesh bro iif you were to ever read this..
Thanks man for what you did for Lulu =]
Much appreciated =]

so yeah we went home and blah blah...
slept at like 7am after catching the sunrise
was beautiful =]]

then sunday...
woke at like 12 in the afternoon
went for haircut in the evening
it's shorter now so yeah
thats it

till the next post
take care aight
peace out y'all

Love me friends <3

2009-05-09T21:23:00.006+08:00

Alright so...
Ive decided that im gonna update this blog weekly...
Every Friday by 12 midnight GMT+8.

now getting to this week's update...

Got my 2nd and 3rd 'A' for my modules...
2nd 'A' for Cognitive and thinking process
1st 'A' for Programming
WOOTS GO ME =D !!!!

next was the Hip Hop audition....on wednesday
@_@
and like OHMEHGAWDWATZEFUXBBQSAUCE
Screwed up the routine that was taught to us but hopefully my freestyle can get me into hip hop IG
but yeah to be honest , i did like the routine they come up with
Quite a few tough competitors so yeah i hope i can get in @_@
oh and sam totally blacked out , as in he completely didnt dance till freestyle
and ani....LOL XD
ani was a classic , she was so shocked that she lost her voice after the audition XD
she recovered it the next day though =]

ok then came the most awesomest day of the week...
~drum roll~
FRIDAY !!!!!!

Yes that's right, friday was epicly epic
Programming was confusing but i have to say i enjoyed it alot
then came break time , Jolin(my high school classmate and crush for 4 years) , wanted to meet my darl Lulu...
but lolz sadly Lulu had to go back to class early to do PPT
then...
...
Accidentally broke darl's nail >.<

oh before that , my poor tigger had to go through lots of molesting...so yeah

CHAIR RACING !!!!
OH MAN THIS WAS EPIC !!
we grabbed the roller chair from faan's class which was next to serene's class
then chris , faan , alex and i went racing on the whole of E3 6th floor
was fucking awesome man
oh and faan crashed into a door that was sticking out XD
was a total classic XD XD XD
yadayada
then cheng , chris and khair pulled out their guitars
alex broke one of khair's string XD
it was amazing as usual , they were very talented =]

then DUN DUN DUN
we were requested to get out of the class because it was after 530 and we needed to book if we wanted to use the class after 530

so yeah we moved out and wandered around for awhile to find a place to jam again...
wandered wandered...in the end we ended up at the corridor between RPRC and W4(the one infront of lib with the vending machines)

so yeah we were quiet for awhile because cheng didnt want to disturb the other people there

they started playing songs that they were gonna play for teh Ben and Jerry audition
BEST OF LUCK BROS !!!

like i said earlier on , simply talented those bunch of guys
love listening to them play

AND THEN
OHMEHGAWD
LMFAO XD

sadly i cant post it up on here because it's uhm confidential ?

XD oh man i wish i could though

ANYWAYS MOVING ON...

Late into the evening...
Watched some PhotoBooth Prank on youtube which were really funny XD

Progressing further into the evening...we had the random song jam session =D
my personal fave =D
this time...we sang about Ani AGAIN
and gary
XD was really funny

Gimme a G (g)
Gimme an A (a)
Gimme an R (r)
Gimme a Y (y)
oh dot oh (o.o)
tee dot tee (T.T)
ex underscore ex (x_x)
equals dee (=D)

XD shoulda heard the song on gary man
hopefulle Lulu will post it up or something

then end of friday , we went home like around 930 or so yeps

SATURDAY...ALONE AT HOME FTW !!!!!!

was supposed to go for soccer with friends but didnt want to so yeah
Parents needed to go to god knows where , was too lazy to ask

Spent the day playing DMC4 and Combat Arms
weeeeeeeeeee

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Convo with Lulu~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

(webcam was on)

Lulu : im watching you
: LOL
: i sound like a stalker

Me : you are =P

Lulu : O.O
: RAWROU!
: AM NOT!!

Me : XD

Lulu : How can you laugh at me T~T

Me : XD
: sorry lar

Lulu : I NOE ITS FUNNY OK
: COS IM LAUGHING TOO
: XD

Me : XD
: AHAHAHA

Lulu : and now i cant stop laughing
: GREAT!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~A FEW MINUTES LATER~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Lulu : i was like lookin at my photos.. transfering folders to psp
: then
: when i close the windows
: i saw u
: i was O.O
: i screamed

Me : XD ahahahah
: that's so going in my blog

Lulu now im like laughing at myself

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Another Few Minutes Later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

(was roleplaying a little)

Lulu : *grabs your head and swings it around*
Me : which head ? =P
Lulu : the one with hair
: LOL
: sounds wrong XD

indeed it did sound wrong XD

anyways that's all for this week's interesting events XD

hope you got a good laugh from this one =]

Fairly Interesting...

2009-05-05T21:44:00.002+08:00

Ok so today...started out fairly interesting i would say.
It was raining in the morning and i woke up earlier than usual feeling quite energetic actually.
So yeah did my daily morning routine and left the house.
Mid-way while walking in the drizzle , it started raining quite heavily but only for a little while.(not more than 2 minutes)
The rain drops were like OMGWTFBBQSAUCE big.They were more like crashing than falling.
So yeah , waited for the bus and headed for Tampinese to wait for Faan and Chris.

Here's where it gets quite funny XD
The usual happens in the beginning,standing around waiting for 168 to arrive.
As per normal when it arrived at 0655 , it was jam packed, so we waited for the 0705 bus.

Note : This was roughly how the convo and incident went.

Chris/Faan : Fuck full...nvm can squeeze

Me : Next bus...~standing so calmly away from crowd~

So yeah we waited for the next bus..

Chris/Faan/Me : YOU GOTTA BE FUCKING KIDDING ME ?!?!
: A SINGLE DECK ?!?!

Me : Cab...

Chris : Eh you want take cab issit ?

Me/Faan : Let's see how long it takes.

Chris : Someone's gotta pay for me coz i only got 2 bucks.Eh over there got ATM right ?

Me : RUN

Chris : K hold my stuffs for me (interrupted by Faan)

Faan : Why dont we all go.

So yeah we headed to the ATM and watch Chris withdraw cash and made way back to catch a cab.

Chris : We're so gonna mock them at the bus stop.

At that moment 2 168 came...

Chris :..... YOU GOTTA BE FUCKING KIDDING ME !!!

Me : OHMEHGAWDWUTZEFUX

Faan was busy with his headphones...

Chris : Im not gonna change my mind now...im so taking a cab to be early today

Cab came , we boarded and headed to school...

Passed the 3 freaking 168 that LEFT us.
The trip was like 30 minutes...AND DUDE LIKE OHMEHGAWD
THE FUCKING PRICE OF THE FUCKING TRIP WAS LIKE FUCKING 25 BUCKS (24.50)
THAT'S ALMOST 1 BUCK PER MINUTE IN THE CAB
Ok maybe because we boarded the cab at 0711...had to pay peak charges
From then on we swore not to take cab to school...
Fucking 168 fault...

So yeah the rest of the day went as per normal...lesson blah blah blah...

Then came after school...
...
...
...
They coulda have told me they were meeting at W4 canteen...DUDE PHONE/MSN !!!
Wasted my time sitting at W1 level 6.
Was seen as though i was an emo kid.
But nvm im a fogiving person...what's over is over no point crying over spilt milk
I'll forgive but i wont forget aight.

SO there we go , my fairly interesting day.

Possibly the most boring sunday of the year yet.

2009-05-03T20:14:00.003+08:00

Ok so lets start out with yesterday , saturday 2nd may 09.
Went out with Ani , Sam , Isya to bugis for Krump lesson.
Ani's friend taught us how to.
I have to say it was something new to me.
Still trying to figure out how to incorporate C-walk into Krump.
Krump lesson ended.
Oh and i finally am able to do a headspin, YAY ME !!!

End of Saturday.

Now for today sunday...woke up far earlier than i usually do on weekends, which was really weird.
Rolled around in bed for awhile trying to figure out what to do for today.
Sad that i couldnt go out today or it would have been a better sunday.
And someone said something that i found rather funny ;

Serene : Rox, you know I went to search for thermometers just now All I saw was pregnancy test kits

Me : LOLOLOLOLOL

ok that was it...
I broke my personal best record in Combat Arms...
46 kills 20 deaths
Better than my previous record of 50 kills 27 deaths.

Anyways as you prolly have noticed from this post , it's rather boring.
So as to not bore you further i'll end it.

See ya.

Been thinking...

2009-05-01T09:52:00.003+08:00

Ok so ive been thinking alot lately...(that explains my partial emoness)
and if you know me , i think of questions but never answers.
Random thoughts as well.

Why do i like cookies so much ?
Why does Chris like pie ?
Why do cookies taste awesome when dipped in milk ?
Why the fuck have i not dyed my hair after saying that i'd get it dyed like eons ago ?
Will i live past 2012 ?
Why the fuck am i thinking so much right now ?
Why do i always go emo when i start thinking ?
Will i really die from falling from a great height ?
Why am i even blogging about what im thinking ?

ok those are some of the questions that i was thinking about...
and yeah , im weird i know lolz

well till next time then...

P.S : A quote i learned ; It's not how much someone suits you , it's how much you're willing to change to suit that someone

Blog Revived

2009-04-18T20:59:00.002+08:00

~drum roll~

TA-DA !!!!

MY BLOG IS FINALLY REVIVED !!!!
its been more than a year since ive last posted something.
I could not be fucked to update this all those months.

Anyways , times have changed and so have i.
Turned 18 not long ago and im finally in a tertiary institution aka Republic Polytechnic.
Diploma in Game Design.

From 1st April to the 2nd was START Camp , specifically for STA students.
I was part of the lucky hundred or so.
ARMY OF 31 FTW !!!!!

Well we had lots of fun there but it wasnt over.
We had even more fun at the Orientation Camp that started on the 15 and ended yesterday ,17th April.
Began with your typical ice-breaking session.
The rest of the campers were like dead quiet and took the STA Campers to get them to hyped up.
Typical games played but ok.
Then came the Jam n Hop session after the camp.
Was my first time at those kinda event to be honest.
Danced , jumped , sang , grinded and screamed the night away with the rest of the school.
Splashed bottles after bottles of water at everyone XD
Got elbowed left right up down but it was all worth it.

Well i'll end it here , to know more just hit me up on MSN or at any of the places located in the Link section

~Roxaz Out~

PROM NIGHT BABY !!!

2007-11-17T17:04:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT PEOPLE !!!
IM BACK !!!

woots man...Last night...16th November 2007
Our Prom/Graduation Night !
IT WAS BRILLIANT IT WAS SPECTACULAR !
totally had lotsa fun there

heres a few pics 1st

well back to what happened at prom...
i had to come early for prom for speech rehearsal
so i went early with daniel...nth much happened there

then after rehearsal...
we went down for reception and all that
recieved a goodie bag containing the Yearbook and cohort photo(damn big ok)
we chatted until the time to go up came
EVERYONE WAS DRESSED NICELY !
THE LADIES WERE PRETTIER AND THE GUYS LOOKED MORE CHARMING !

hahaz
we had our speech after that and blah blah blah
then there was the passing down of the mantle
its was a solomn thing...i lit husni's candle
it was nice i liked it

after that...we had games...
very funny games indeed..
1st was the guessing game...we had to guess where this object was in school and which teacher the body parts shown ( no nudity sadly)...
it was funny...everyone emjoyed it
the representatives of each table nearly "killed" the MC...all rushed to him to get the answer
we were supposed to give the answer to Ms Lim and Mr Ridzwan...hhaz very funny indeed

2nd game was a dance thingy...
selected graduants were asked to pick a dance from a selection given...
it was damn damn damn funny ok
there was Michael Jackson and 4 other dance...
very funny man

we had dinner afterwards
the food was nice...fried squid,chicken,rice and some other stuffs...
delicious foods not to be missed
we had time to take some pictures after that....i have some more pics with some of my frens
lolz

they also showed the slides that we slaved our butts to finish..
it was nice

Prom King and Prom Queen next
heres the nominees
Radhi,Han Bin,Daniel,Kun Sheng,Shafiq
I forgot who the gerls were...
they were pretty though
in the end...Shafiq and Michelle Goh won the title
grand huhs

Dance was next !
this is where everyone got crazy
and i mean crazy...like me
while many were busy dancing i was busy taking photos with people
hahaz
grabbed some of the baloons and ran around like an idiot
and i mean idiot hahahaha !
thats when something happened...
i had wanted to take a group pic with the gerls
BUT THEN...
when we gathered...before the camera flashed...they bailed on me and jolin
leaving us alone as the camera flashed

hahaz..nice though
well all of us went crazy..dance here and there...
pictures here and there...
it was fun indeed

i dont know what else to say...Th Prom was really damn nice
i wish i could re-live it again
sadded man

well...as the night draws to an end...everyone wassad to leave each other...
i dont wanna leave my friends...they mean a lot to me
but i have to...

well heres one more pic to remind us of our time in PRCS

Our Class 4.4 Forever will be remembered
I love you guys !
i dont know how to end this post now
im actually crying now...hahaz
well take care guys...
miss ya lots !

cant think of title...lolz

2007-11-04T08:23:00.000+08:00

Hello World !

back again...

OK...
Saturday, 3 november 2007
went out with daniel...
it was rather funny...lolz

heres what happened..
We went out to study at Downtown East Mcdonalds
studied for like 1hour then we talked for another hour..
very funny htings happened...

Next we went to bugis and city hall
because...daniel wanted to buy his prom stuffs...
welll actually...we went bugis to check out prices of bass guitar and drum set
he wanna get a drum set and me a bass
well after that....we walked to city hall
yes we walked...didnt take mrt
it was close ok...but almost got lost
we wondered around awhile before finally we saw familiar landmarks that showed us we were near city hall

Very the funny...
we learned something from that "adventure" of ours...
if u wanna get lost...get lost with a gerl
because...gerls know their way around town...
so yeah...get lost with em and u might juz benefit from it *hint hint*

so after that he got wat he wanted...
we went home...
end of story...

oh and to kecik....
THERE IS NO GHOST !!!
DRINK MILK IF U CANT SLEEP !
jgn degil (dont be stubborn)

well thats all i wanted to say
hahaz...
till next time...

-fazlee out...

Ive Risen from the dead...

2007-11-03T08:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD !

feels great to be back...
sorry for the long delay in my post...
i had exams so yeah...

'O' Levels finishing on Tuesday,6 Nov 2007
The day of our Liberation...
Gonna party all night

Well ok....
ive started playing with the Rubik's Cube recently...
and god...difficult man...
even after following Dan Brown's video so closely....i cant solve it...
haiz...looks like i have to try harder then....

The ALL-IMPORTANT-NIGHT is 2weeks away...
im talking bout prom night here...
got my shirt and vest...just need pants , shoes , tie and belt
hehe...gonna look nice
oh and i also have presents instored for the 5-Goddesses(gerls)
well hope they will like it...

Just waiting for my parents to get me my Bass Guitar and PSP
HURRY UP WILL YA !

anyway...gotta go now...
i miss writing on my blog..haha
well till next time...

-fazlee out...

Long time huhs...

2007-09-19T19:39:00.000+08:00

well....its been a long time....

i managed to salvage a few things ....

this blog is gonna stay dead for a while...
until the end of O level

if u guys ever need anything juz contact me in sch or in any form u want....

-fazlee out...

What a day...

2007-08-09T11:06:00.001+08:00

haiz...its been long hasnt it...

well anyway...
8-8-07...day before national day...
there was a celebration in school...
it kinda sucked...(since when has anything in prcs been fun)

there was a talent quest
there were mainly bands performing...and groups singing...
a lot of wannabe bands...
they cant even get the tune right...not to mention their singing...
TOTALLY SUCKED !!!
ONE BAND RUINED MY FAVOURITE BAND DUDE !!!!!
they are so gonna pay for it...

In the end SavingBob and a gerl group(cant remember wat name) won...
they were the nicest...
wannabes...that...cant make it...

well after that we had english remedial...
luckily we went...i cabot literature remedial sia...
1st time...scary

there was a soccer match...against exodus...
i got injured...not seriously
it was during one of my saves that a body flew at me...
a knee landed in my side ribs...next thing i knew i was down and breathing hard...
real hard...seriously painful
ying quan didnt mean it but seriously painful..
luckily i could continue...
i made a few nice saves...our team scored a lot of nice goals...
there was an own goal from exodus...hahaz...OWNED !!!
we won in the end...8-0...
my first clean sheet...ever...

well now im feeling really shack...
so tired...
i can barely bend properly...
haiz...maybe i should rest more...

my suspicions were also confirmed...not telling what..
its a secret that i cant spread...onli to ppl whom i dearly trust...

well thats all for this entry...
see ya in the next one...

]_Devils never cry...tears are a gift that only humans have_[

-fazlee out...

school...

2007-07-09T18:47:00.000+08:00

today in school was rather average except for assembly....it was something we never would have expected...

your basic school day....lessons and recess and scolding and what not.

mrs henry was really..how to say..dissappointed that we had not perform as expected...
we got lectured for one full period...
then we went on with going through summary...
Episode over

then continued with lessons...

Assembly now...
I have to say that it was rather nice...
a band came to play at our school...
Carpenter's Tools International came to perform...
The Freedom Concert...
they are a bunch of teenagers helping to spread the meaning of freedom...
i actually benefited from it...
With freedom comes responsibility...

they havin their last concert here this saturday...14 july 2007
at St.Andrew's Cathedral...
im actually going to their concert with daniel....hahaz..

this saturday also.
almost half my class going to NTU to see the life in a university...
hope it will be fun...hahz...
we going the concert after that...

hmmm....lets see wether i have anything else....
i dont thing so...
well then...my next post would probably be soon so...people check it out yar...

see ya peeps...

-fazlee out

Continued...

2007-07-09T18:29:00.000+08:00

Okae...im sorry for the slight delay in my post...
i know i said i was going to continue it on sunday(see previous post) but i was caught up with something yesterday.

SO SORRY !!!

Anyways...i have gotten better...but im having a sore throat and it really hurts to swallow...
seriously it hurts...if anyone has a way to cure it please by al means tell me...THANKS !

okae...lets continue...
After we boarded the train...me and sean wanted go kembangan to play DOTA...while cheng when home...
nothing much in the lan shop...just your usual thing in DOTA...LOLZ...

nothing interesting happened after that so we decided to have dinner at white sands macs...
by coincidence...i saw joycelyn younger sister,jaycelyn...lolz
we ate and we left...nothing interesting...hahaz

I got all of you didnt i....hahaz...

well...that's all for the saturday incidence...

see ya in my next post people...

-fazlee out

Even through fever i would

2007-07-07T19:36:00.000+08:00

uuuggghhh....not feeling very well...
having a fever now....

070707...wat a day for me to get fever...hahaz

Today was Singapore Poly open house...
even with this fever i still went to that open house...
what an idiot i am...ahh heck...

anyway...the open house was really damn boring...
there was nothing there except for free ice cream,booths and a bunch of ppl playing gears of wars...
i was really damn tired at that time but i persevered...ugh...(body killing me now)
uuuugggghhhh....someone help me please...

that whole thingy lasted around 30-45 min....
after that...by pure coincidence...me cheng and sean met the mei yan gang....
it was due to my extra sharp vision
i saw them in the mrt while it was moving...(we were waiting for the train)
call that luck if u want to but it was of my sharp eyes dude...
anyway...we waved to each other before we(cheng me sean) boarded our train...
i was really tired and sick already...

i don wanna go further now...too tired...
will be continued tomorrow...

see ya people...

sian...bored...nothing to do or look at

2007-07-04T15:05:00.000+08:00

Haiz....

today i didnt go school....
body was too tired to take any more 'punishment'
damn achin sia my body...

anyways...
ive been playing game ever since 9am...
playing digimon world 3...damn fun
i didnt manage to complete it when i had a ps1
im finishing it with my ps2
it's really damn fun to play

something funny happened today....really funny
i had a 'battle' in the toilet while bathing....AGAIN !
this time it was not a moth...it was a lizard...
really damn funny sia....onli took less than a minute to drown that lizard....
BLOODY PERVERT MAN !!!
lolz

got to escape art today man...
creativity drains my energy a lot.....
hahaz...like that also can huhs....

well....gtg now
got to play my game...(ive finished my hmwk ok)
se ya another time...

-fazlee out...

Damned Flagday

2007-06-11T09:05:00.000+08:00

hiaz...

day after the party and we had to do shtupid CIP thingy...
Flagday...

we gathered at tampinese library to collect our tins and go around collecting

at first sean and i wanted to put in tonnes of coins to make it heavy and go play lan...
but situation changed...no lan shop would be opened dat early(8am)

so we juz went around singapore...bugis,simei,tampinese...
we decided to walk back from simei to tampines in an attempt to get money but we got tired instead...lolz...haha

overall it was a boring thing...

Piece of advice : stand outside simei mrt to get money...theres waves after waves of ppl there..

-fazlee out...

The Party on 8th june

2007-06-11T08:34:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the late entry post here...lolz...been busy

well,it was a party at sean's place...there were 7 of us who went
jing zhe,reuben,nelson.cheng siong,jonan and me of course

there were games and more games...hahaz
X-box and DOTA dudes...
tonnes of fun...
we played DoA 3 and DoA beach volley ball...both with funny outcomes...lolz
my first time playing beach volley ball dudes..

we also played games like burnout revenge,ninja gaiden and star wars battle front

THE MOST exciting part was wen jonan arrived...
we played halo 1&2...
damn gay sia...got owned by jonan..
sniper pro man...
we played slayer...go around getting 25 kills...
rockets was fun...especially in wizards map...
no one could stop moving...had to constantly be on the move or get fragged...

the BBQ was rather pathetic...
we didnt had much to eat...
we had chicken,sausages and marshmallows...(pathetic ryte ?)
HAHAZ...LOLZ
obviously we had drinks or it would have been even more pathetic...

we continued playing halo afterwards..
even more gay...
grenade match...same map...
damn funny...

haiz too bad we had to go home...
wished we coulda stayed longer...
it didnt feel like 13 hours to me

well i got home at 12am...juz for your info...
lolz

well dats all for this entry...hahaz...

-fazlee out...

~Heroes~

2007-05-30T21:19:00.000+08:00

The way i see it--when most people think of heroes,they think of larger-than-life patriots.Men and women who have dedicated both their personal and professional lives to represent a symbol of hope to those whose life might seem hopeless.A colourful embodiment of selflessness.But of course that's not the only form a hero's life can take and there are so many places athat our heroes can come from.So many worlds within our world...worlds of magic...worlds of technology...worlds of intrigue..a world where a family of adventurers can bond together in the fight for the underdog.And when speaking of the underdogs of our society,one can't help but think of mutants.People whose entire existence is defined by their unique genetic birthright.And like every civil rights embattled minority before them,some mutants have come together using their celebrity and powers to help fight for their cause while others wade through life's persecutions and misunderstandings by attempting to live their everyday lives with nobility and grace.But a noble soul can,wether they want to or not,find himself on a warrior's path.Sometimes i wonder if being persecuted and embattled because of who they make the choice of becoming a warrior predestined.Predetermined.And that it's the choices made there--when faced with the unthinkable--that defines them because we do not live in a black and white world.Cliche,but true.We live in a world where around any corner an act of violence is waiting that can change your life forever.And wether we want to admit it or not,it is at those times when we need someone who is willing to cross the line of what is technically or morally right and wrong.But with that comes the risk that the world can become so dark and so compromised that there can be no escape,no chance for happiness.So in,my search for the hero i admire...in my search for the definition of what a hero is...the one thing i realized is that i will eventually have to make certain choices that will define me and my life.Or maybe i already have and don't even recognise them yet.But i guess i don't have to worry about it too much because of all the people in our evryday lives--in the news--in sports--in law enforcements--teacher--musicians--and YES,larger-than-life superheroes--all the people who stand for something bigger than ourselves.

Eastern mafia meets Western mafia

2007-05-16T19:26:00.000+08:00

WoOoOoOoOoO.....

today was god damn fun in klas man....

okae...sean tay is american mafia...and im japanese mafia(yakuza)

both of us were literally crazy in klas today...
we recieved our results today...
pretending to be non-chalant(heck-care)....
we took out our dissapointment/anger/frustration on 2 boxes...
lame but extremely funny...

armed with scissors...we attacked the boxes...
we were like beasts dat were let loose into the world...
the combine force of the 2 of us mafias over powered the boxes...
we had tonnes of fun tearing it to shreads...
we were still not satisfied...hahaz...

well dats all i can say...
gtg now...sleepy liao...

take care dudes...

-fazlee out___

Examination

2007-05-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

haiz...its exam again...4 papers taken...i don noe how many more to go...
juz hope dat i can get a decent pass for mid-year...

GOOD LUCK TO ALL U DUDES AND GALS OUT THERE !!!!

wont be back till after exams...

-fazlee out...

Dat was very funny...

2007-04-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

HAHA...

Today was funny....
me and daniel went to bugis....
while there we decided to do gerl watching...
dat was the funniest thing we ever did okae...
kinda lame but we came to see that there were gerls dat were really hot in dis world...
we thought dat no gerls ever existed(no offence gals)
hot one pretty one cute one...u name them we saw them...
but still there is one and onli one dat will always look pretty,cute and hot all the time to me...
u ppl go figure out who...*wink wink*
lolz...
okae gtg now...need to do my art liao...haha

take care dudes...

-fazlee out

WTF DUDE...

2007-04-28T20:39:00.000+08:00

man...today has got to be a really damn sway day for me.....
i was approach by a gang to join them sia...
it happened at bugis...
i noe i look good all dat..(don mean to be bhb)....but they said that they wanted people like my attitude and style to join them...WTF DUDES !!!
i replied...dat i was in a gang aredy..a yakuza(lolz)...
walao scary man...they ready to whack me man...imagine 5 versus 1
luckily they spared me...
they said...U watch out boy...we see u again u die...
walao...i like quickly get out of there...still maintaining my cool...
i swear im not going there alone sia...
Today was death wish for me man...
WHAT A DAY !!!

-fazlee out...

Got Whacked...

2007-04-27T18:36:00.000+08:00

26 april 2007...

the whole of 4.4 played floorball as a class today...
1st time sia...lolz haha

while playing oh so violently....one stick suddenly came flying to my back at 80km/hr(i don noe wat speed it was travelling so im guessing)
walao...pain okae....now my back is achin like shyt sia...
i didnt get to see whos stick "got attracted" to me ...
to whoever whos stick hit me...i noe it was accidental and i forgive u...
next time watch where u swing ur stick dude...ur lucky im not whacking u okae...
4.4 RAWK ON FOREVER DUDES !!!!

-fazlee out...

Special Thanks...

2007-04-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

Okae...Special Thanks to all those who helped me out with this blog...could not have made it wonderful without all of you...

Special Thanks to : Sean tay for getting it going
: Yvonne for being ever so patient
: Nadrah for trying to help me change my blogskin(seriously thanks sis!!)
:Danzy for putting in the music

If there was anyone i missed out plz gimme a notice kae?? I'll make sure ur credited...

well dats it dudes....

-fazlee out...

OMG !

2007-04-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

man after reading bout the virginia tech shooting...im so traumatized bout wat happen...
cant believe such a thing would happen again at the same school sia....
man dat is wild !!

dude...

-fazlee out...

I'll miss my unit...

2007-04-22T14:24:00.000+08:00

Haiz...4 years have passed since i entered NPCC...its going to take some time to get over this...juz hope that the unit will continue its silver streak...well gtg...se ya all...