Guess who's back ?
4:44 AM - Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Previous post was in May 2010. I'm reviving this blog, bringing life to it once again.
Man...I wished i had taken a look at my blog during those passing months.
Then i wouldn't have to go through the shit I had.
But after everything that people have told me, I finally got the push I needed.
This dizzy dreamer has remembered whom he used to be.
Ahaha I guess you could say it was also partially because of a hidden motive.
I guess i could reveal that hidden motive here later on in the post. hehe =3
Ok so well, I did mention that my past is of no concern in the previous post.
I've forgotten about that in the months leading to this since May.
I kept holding on to the past wishing it would remain the way it is, but who was I to kid.
Things have changed.
I'm sorry for having made my friends carry the burden with me.
I'm sorry for not remembering who I was.
Enough of that emo shit.
After that little talk I had with someone, here I am.
The Roxaz many of you have known =]
To be honest, I was smiling throughout the bus ride home.
Happy because I was finally able to move on. Thank you Gristal.
Haha, I guess we all need to talk to someone new once in awhile to remind us of ourselves.
"Let go of the old so that the new can come."
I think at this point of time, many of you know I've taken a liking of someone new.
HAHA...man took me a good 15 minutes to type that line down...oh boy... XD
sorry shiok sendiri moment there AHAHA
Anyways, yes I have, for quite some time now.
You all know who is it, i just dont know if she knows o.o
I suck at confessions and the timing for it -.-
but heys Give eveRy thIng Some Thought And Laugh.
with that I end this post.
Keep smiling people, everything will be alright in the end.
I'm here to listen to your woes and help make you smile.
Thank you everyone for being there for me.
Love you lots *insert heart here*
About time it's revived =]
9:48 PM - Sunday, December 6, 2009
OKAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY LIKE FINALLY OMG !!!
Dead for over 2 months...that's a very long time eh ?
but oh wells not like it can be helped...havent had one of those Epiphany moments i get every once in awhile...
i guess you can say ive realized much truth about the world..
bluegh ahaha before i bore the hell out of all of you...
ON TO AN UPDATE OF MY LIFE !!!
(Only reason im reviving my blog is coz of Jolin o.o/)
Pretty much a mundane life...not much going on ever since i quit HHIG.
Things are gonna pick up again now though...ClubG demands more stuffs now especially with important events coming up like STArt10 and FoP and Open House...sooo yeah
oh and RP's retarded...they only allow cashcard or NETs payment for library fines...and the fines are not in the dollars...we're atalking about 20 FUCKING CENTS worth of fine that they want us to pay through NETs...fucking retarded...like dude cant they tab the fines to the school fees or just accept cash payment...20cents by NETs...pathetic...
AND WHAT'S UP WITH GUYS FINDING ME ATTRACTIVE...LIKE GAAAAAYYYY !!!!
leave the emo kid alone man =[
quote from Joelle - "hot gay body"
...yeah...she says i have the body of a hot gay............
shuttup dont laugh......
sooo yeah...other than that...like i mentioned...no epiphany moments as of late...
everything's been rather cheerful and normal... =]
Never Take Friendship Personal
9:34 AM - Wednesday, August 12, 2009
When friendship gets personal...
You tend to create criterias for friends...
You'd be looking for people that suit those criterias...
Only very selected few would be in that circle of friends
I've seen this happen more times than i can remember...
I dont blame them for doing so though , coz i am that way myself...
Take a look at my secondary school friends...
Ive been in the same class as some of them from Sec 1 through Sec 4
namely Sean , Jon , Meiyan , joyce , jolin , peck teng and forgive me if i forgot some of you
And then take a look at my new friends...my poly friends...
Ive told my poly friends more personal stuffs as compared to my sec school friends
and ive only known my poly friends for like a few months...
gaaaahhhh idk what im talking about anymore here...
When friendship gets personal , it tends to make you look like a jerk/bitch
Dumping old friends for new ones...
then rebounding back to your old ones when the new ones fail to meet your criteria
or something like that...meh
do i even make sense
and i come to question myself...
Is it better to have a small ring of close friends or a big ring of good friends...?
this ofcourse is subjective to everyone's preference...
Wait wah ?
8:32 PM - Monday, August 10, 2009
Ok dood , this is siiiiiiiiicccckkkkkkk
Yesterday , National Day , 09-08-09 , Sunday
Got wasted with the clique :3
First , we met at City Hall to go to Singapore Arts Museum to catch Cheng's performance there.
Have to say it was entertaining especially the part where the mic plopped out of the mic stand
So yeah , after that we headed on towards Alex's place to LEPAK !!!!!!!!!
Chris , Dhines , Ethan , Khair , Sam , Serene , Jeannie , Cheng and I.
We tonned the night at Alex's crib...was uberly epic
Played Dare or Dare...
WITH VODKA AND JUICE :3
Ok so , it was those 2 retards , Sam and Dhinesh who got utterly wasted beyond control...
Nesh was bullshitting the whole time
Sam was just drop dead , puking XD
Should have seen them both being uber wasted
As for me...well i did get wasted , not that bad
I can hold my liquor (i know i said that i dont have alchohol control in one of my earlier post , that's a lie)
Funny thing was , i cant remember anything else other than that...
I even forgot that it was today that we went home not yesterday...
My memory's all screwed up...
Im not even sure if this post made any sense @_@
anyways till next time
A Silhouette By The Window
4:23 AM - Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Windows are my new bestfriends as of late.
I find myself sitting by the window and just staring into the open sky.
Staring , most of the time thinking of the many simple things of life.
Simple things that are often taken for granted.
Looking back at my secondary school life...
Looking at all those smiling faces of everyone i loved...
Remembering all those simple retarded moments we had...
We looked HAPPY , like the world , the future didnt matter to us.
We only cared about the joy of the moment.
"I remember when we were younger , we had nothing...
Strived for something"
(Times Like This - Bless The Fall)
I was listening to my "EMO PLAYLIST" the other day
And that line hit me as i was gazing into the night skies...
That's what motivated me to write this post...
Graduating from secondary school...
Coming to a tertiary institution...
Life just hasnt been the same...
The smiles are different...
The satisfaction of those smiles less...
The laughters come less often...
I guess it's true when they say that
ADULTS laugh an average of 14-15 times a day
As compared to a child or teenager...
As much as i enjoy my time with my new friends in poly...
Sometimes i feel as if something is still missing...
You people may or may not feel the same way but yeah this is me...
Reality just loves to give you a bitch slap
The future always comes into mind...be it near or distant
Where do we go after all of this ?
What do we do when we part ?
Will you guys still be there when i need you ?
Heh , im not afraid of admitting
That I cry everytime i think of those
And i feel like my heart's in my throat as i write this...
I guess that's it for this post...
Till next time...
I DONT WANT TO GROW UP D8
"And i dont think you know what Ive been thinking"